Hi Rod,

Ok, now I've seen him again. I saw that same sunglasses guy tonight, out of the corner of my eye. I was on a busy street, and I looked over and there he was, walking away! I think it was him but I didn't get a good look. Maybe it's a music producer trying to give me a contract, lol! Anyway, I'm done with these meds - their supposed to reduce my anxiety, not increase it. What a shitty drug. It better be the drug - if I see this guy again I'm gonna flip. I hope nobody tries to fuck with me because I can be a violent bitch if I wanna be, lol. Paranoid, crazy Em, writing her spiral into madness in her blog. Soon enough I'm gonna be one of those crazy, ranting homeless guys with a cup and a dirty beard...well, hopefully not the beard. Maybe it's a good thing - lots of famous artists were nuts - look at Van Gogh. Now I just need to start cutting off body parts :)

I'll keep you updated, my dear.

Love,

Em van Gogh